Secrets, emotions, feelings, etc should all be kept private so I've decided to close down my blog.
There are alot of things I wanna say but I've learnt to stay silent.

So goodbye!

Is there something wrong with blogger? Well, nvm. Just let me rant. I've a few things to get it off my chest.

To my dear friend, everyone has his or her patience. Do not over step the boundaries. Listening to the problems just make me sigh. Another relationship that might go under if the guy were to just let go. I don't know what you're thinking, to not cherish what you have. Well, up to you. All I can say is that if I'm the guy, I wouldn't stay through all these shyt.

To explain my fb status. "You disgust me." Well, I've not disliked any adult to that amount of intensity before. Okies, to be more precise, hate should be the correct word. And this adult happens to be a christian. No offense to any other christians out there, but I just can't stand it when such people try to impose their beliefs onto me. They seem to think that they are more superior and that they are very righteous and they just look down/despise on other non-believers. And the same adult has a warped thinking, I freaking don't know what it is thinking. Just completely disgusting!!

A trip to the botanical gardens. It should be my first visit there if I'm not wrong. hahahas. The place is amazing. The scenic view, people having picnic, kids running around, cute dogs... Totally relaxing.

Thank god the rain stopped, if not our efforts would have gone to waste.

The guy who made everything possible. hahahas.

Swan lake. These two beautiful swans were the objects of envy.

PICNIC!!! Which resulted in water fight!


Thanx for everything.

P.S: Sorry for the lake of updates, don't really know what to say. hahahas.

Took this from alven's blog.

life of aaron
by nevla
dedicated to aaron ng z.w

tall and lanky
fair and dumb
small eye small dick
and like to lick
drink till the last drop
and dance to hip hop
loves breakin'
but body always aching'
loves clubbin'
but always end up in a rubbish bin
now an OCT
can't wait to go KTV
20 for pleasure
50 for fissure...
-----------------------------------------

Just for fun, just for entertainment purposes.
Do not take it seriously.

hahahahahas!

Sometimes, things change. Or rather, change is the only constant. If you find yourself constantly hurting, in turmoil, why hold on? I begin to realise that a girl's intuition can be pretty accurate. We should think more for ourselves, rather than let others hurt us time and time again.

Sometimes, somethings are just not worth it. Not worth the wait, the patience and the heartache.

Sometimes, people can never change. A leopard never changes its spots.

Sometimes, some people are just screwed up and beyond hope. These people don't deserve any sympathy.

1) EID Open House (05/06/09):

The smart looking guys.

The girls aka office ladies. hahahas.

4 weeks of hard work. Yea right. More like fun!

My crazy bunch of group mates. People who made the 4 weeks a little less torturous. People who are fun-loving yet efficient. People who are absolutely helpful, kind and nice.

People whom I call friends. Glad to have them as my group mates. THANX!!

P.S: The guys are cam-whores.


2) Kushinbo Massacre (09/06/09):

The guys can really eat A LOT!!! Plates after plates of snow crab. To think I gave up in a very short while. Can't really eat alot. But the food is nice! Love the beef, sushi, prawns, snow crab, chocolate fondue, etc etc etc. Yummy-licious!

Us posing for the camera. Crazy people wearing shades in the restaurant. lols.

Group photo!!!!
We climbed into the fountain area to take this photo.

The truth is, I don't know how to skate. My friend had to support me and I was so afraid I'd slip and fall. hahahahs. I grabbed onto him tightly. lols. Just to take this photo. And the security guard came soon after. Bleah.

I wanna learn how to blade, minus the injury please.


3) Phuturistic (10/06/09):

Been a long time since I last went clubbing on a wednesday night. But then again, I didn't even step into the mambo area. Oops.

It was supposed to be an all girls night out - that failed terribly because the other girls didn't turn up. They are hot! Ada and her sis, tess.

Apple shooters. Didn't know they cost $120 per tray. Ooops. Sorry desmond!

And, thanx once again!

Group of people who are excited over the free shots. lols.

hahahas. Doubt I would be allowed to club alone again. lols. =X


4) Black Opal - Jewel Box (11/06/09):

Nice place with scenic view.

The food is absolutely delicious. The salmon was awesome! =)

I think I should stop buying online clothings, the material can be pretty lousy.

Our assemble for the night. And we had the chance to take the $3 cable car ride.

Not really a fan of fine dining especially when we've to sit near people who are pretty arrogant and gay. Such people just dampen the mood. The air of arrogance is just disgusting.

So far, in terms of fine dining, equinox tops the list. Because it's much more roomy and quiet. Food wise, not that fantastic. But still, a great experience. An unforgettable one.

Nonetheless, thanx baby. Looking forward to the next big event. =X Still wondering if I should post the photos. And hope there wouldn't be any screw ups. Cross my fingers!

People are superficial. Why should things change just because my status is different? Are people only interested to be my friends when I'm single? Tsk.

Seen through it all.

Embracing nature!! Tree top walk was his idea. And not a bad one too. hahahas. Walking through the lush greenery was fantastic. Air-con like breeze at the beginning of the walk was refreshing. But the scorching sun took over and we practically melted.

The start of the journey.


Alexandra arch bridge. =)


The aircon breeze is refreshing!

You'll never walk alone. And it's pretty high above the ground too.

The big leaf can be used as my shelter.

Love the photos taken that day.

And we walked so so so much. And this crazy guy wanted to take cable car with a huge group of _ and crazy enough to wanna eat at jewel box in that kind of attire!!!

My fav photo!!! hahahas.


20 chicken wings for dinner. Resulted in sore throat!!! SOBS!!!

"i think i can't make it ya. u girls go ahead."

"think maybe i not going also la."

i think i wouldn't wanna go alr la. sian if not all 4 of us go."

perfecto.

difficulties? Ya, who doesn't have?

Seriously sick and tired. Please stop it. For now, I wouldn't want to understand.

The feeling of talking to someone on msn. Only to have her go offline. Time and time again.

Guess that's what friends are for.

When people ask me, " You treat them as your besties, but is it a mutual? Why aren't they there for you whenever you need them?" As usual, my answer would be that they are busy, and of course it is a mutual thing. But now, I begin to doubt my own answer. Perhaps I've been living in denial all these while.

Sometimes I feel that it is really unfair. I always plan things for them, plan the outings, plan when to get presents and stuff. And what do I get in return? It sure is unfair. Some things are just so hard to forget and it tends to resurface every now and then. The truth is, I'm really tired. Tired of organising things, and plans get cancelled all the time. And it's always a last minute decision. Hotel slumber party, cancelled. Birthday celebration, cancelled. Tioman, cancelled.

You ask me to accommodate your schedule. You wanted to go Tioman. And who's the one planning? I spent half the day planning despite feeling unwell and stuff. And what do I get in return? Not even a single reply the entire day. And the next day, you girls tell me you can't make it because you have tuition and work. All my effort, gone down the train. How do you expect me to go on a holiday now?

Thanx for giving me hope that I would finally have a getaway with my friends. My first getaway in 21 years of my life. And for dashing my hopes at the eleventh hour. I'm utterly speechless.

I'm disillusioned. I've given up hope.

Who are the ones I look for whenever I encounter a problem? At my most disraught moment, all I heard was the voicemail and no replies at all. I always told myself to be more understanding and that you are busy and stuff. But I guess such disappointment is a tad far too many.

Perhaps I should be more like you girls, nonchalant attitude. Perhaps it wouldn't hurt me that much.

Such experiences coupled with others, force me to keep things to myself. Keeping silent when I'm unhappy. Why bother telling people when they don't even understand.

No one cares. You gotta be independent.

Life goes on. No matter what.

My JC friends took the fish and co menu. Shocked! hahahahs.





Dinner with the girls at pasta waraku. We're kinda disappointed with the service. Food wise, alright I guess. Ichiban/Sushi Tei is still much better. Sun with moon dining is also good. hahahas. Would wanna go to the outlet at clark quay one day.

I'm so looking forward to our Tioman getaway! whee!!!

Relieving our childhood days once again. We're on a mission to relieve those days and our first stop was Science Centre!

The Da Vinci exhibition was amazing too. But they kinda remind me of the da vinci code. hahahahas.

Mirrors mirrors everywhere.

This is interesting right? Something to do with magnets, if I'm not wrong. hahahas. I can't really remember.


The image thing is really cool!

Love this photo.

The kaleidoscope. Fascinating. Really fascinating.

The works only when the flickering light is switched on. In the dark, the stream of water looks normal.

Cosmic effect.



Hahahahas! Crazy guy's head on a fruit platter.

This marks the end of our science adventure.

Next stop, Escape, Botanical Gardens, Sentosa etc. whee!!

TIOMAN!!!! My first overseas getaway with my friends!!!

My necklace broke and I dropped my pendant. The precious pendant given to me by my besties. Beyond words.

4 consecutive weeks. Goodness!

It's time to screen my friends. People who don't deserve my care and concern should just buzz off.

Can't believe you guys can be so competitive. So what if you guys did better this sem? Did I boast and gloat in your face when my results were better last sem? NO! At least I was sensitive. And coming from people whom I least expect it.

Well, enough is enough. Blaming me when you guys fall sick. Asking me for my tutorials and not willing to share standard answers with me. Can't believe guys are more competitive than girls. I've had enough of your nonsense.

Not even an apology. Well, screw off.

Why should I subject myself to such mental torture? I rather be alone than stick with you guys.

Buzz off.

Commenting on my facebook photos, name of album and stuff. Seriously, you guys should get a life. Oh wait! You guys can never see my facebook ever again. Cos I deleted you guys. Unworthy people. Arses.

Goodbye my so called 'friends'.

There's no turning back. I've made my decision.

One word: NICE.

Envious that my friends are going overseas!!!! J.E.A.L.O.U.S.

Belated Mother's Day Dinner with my relatives. Wouldn't miss a seafood dinner galore for anything! hahahahs. Seafood is _. lols. My favourite.

My crazy/mischievous cousin. Getting naughtier by the minute. hahahas. But still cute as always.



The food is fantastic. Good food all the way. Totally satisfying.


Last night was a totally random night.